I’ve had a health issue this week that has taken me to the ER twice, an urgent care once, and now to a new primary care physician. Although the issue is concerning – yet very treatable, my fear is making it much worse. I have fear comparable to a bear chasing me. The doctor put me on Zoloft and Klonopin, but they aren’t really helping much. The Xanax in the ER helped.
I lack faith. That’s my problem. I don’t know that God is with me. I question and obsess over everything. I don’t know how to get faith.